I received my UCAS track letter today, which makes the whole prospect of going to university even more real.
Lately my diet hasn't been going too well. BLAH. I'm so disappointed in myself. I was really focused but the last couple of weeks I have just gotten so fed up and I dont know why. I know that I have put on weight too. I want to look good, it just doesn't seem like it's going to happen, or it's going to take way too long. I have set my self a new target of another 1 and a half stone, but I don't know if I am being too ambitious too early or what.
To top it all off I am ill, not majorly ill, just a normal cold. I am so tired and cannot be bothered, which is not good at all because I have so much school work that I need to do. Thinking about the amount I have to do is making me stressed out!!!!! I have like half a unit of OCR art and design to do for two weeks time, finish my English literature A2 coursework and my English language first draft for my media piece, plus revision. I think that this is what is making me ill, the stress of it all. I have what seems a really weak immune system, because this time last year I was ill an awful lot after being overwhelmed with As levels.
I know I shouldn't be moaning because there are worse things in life, but hey every English person loves a good vent. I also have Jeremy Kyle and Will and Grace to cheer me up.