Lila In Disguise

Okay so after the celebrations that have taken place over the past week, I feel (and know) that I am going to put on a hell of a lot of weight this week (weigh in is Thursday). So I need to get strict as I want to lose all of the weight I have put on this week (and more) in order to look 'good' for my friends birthday next Friday. It just feels as if getting into the next stone bracket is taking ages and is a complete mission, but I know when I do, I will be so happy with myself.  I kinda feel my birthday 'treating', or better known as binging, is my lifestyle before I started dieting, so now I feel so guilty every time I eat which isn't good either.